Passage To America

    I.
    On the day of the feast
    death had its celebration
    the teevees and the movies
    told us the same story
    death in the morning death in the evening
    death in the cellar death in the alley
    death on the highway the boy returning from the rally
    death in the cornfield the girl going to the grocer's
    death in the valley and high on the mountain
    death from pollution and great disillusion
    death in the mind in the womb in the cradle
    death from belief and its comic relief
    the winds from the north and the winds from the south
    sowed the seeds of death and waited for the harvest
    death was riding nightmares
    on the streets of civilization
    someone had coughed in the women's room
    and kleenex caught her vaginal sneeze
    while history knocked at the door
    and waited in the winter outside
    the computer counted the errors
    and discounted others
    a woman had died but it was a mistake
    someone wanted to undo it
    learned it was too late
    and walked to the seashore
    and watched the tidal waves
    death was riding the receding waves
    death was roaring in the generation gap
    and lying in history's lap
    was sucking on its sap
    on the day of the feast
    death had its celebration
    knocked out of sleep by the casualty list
    someone was still groping in daylight
    but it's christmas and new year
    time to stop worrying over those that are dead
    time to start thinking of living yet
    while the sun is still hot and the day not done
    perhaps a mistake to suppose it so
    it's easy enough to suppose it so
    and it's easy enough to die in these circumstances
    but think of the horror and the glory of having to live

    II.
    My sitar
    my guitar
    from east or west
    i do not care
    whatever i dare
    is for the best
    fingers of the left
    tripping on nipples
    fingers of the right
    strumming the ripples
    around the lotus bud
    as we set on the bed
    each petal quakes
    as the raga awakes
    raises in dizzy spirals
    towers and gyres
    steeples and spires
    domes and minarets
    pagodas pyramids
    fabled hoofs
    trot on gabled roofs
    as the tala quickens
    we rocket to the heavens
    to gather the starlust
    and then we fall
    falter and fall
    like flakes of feathered snow
    sprinkled with stardust
    o my guitar
    o my sitar

    III.
    Having learnt
    in a short lifetime
    that chalk doesn't write on chalk
    he turned
    to look
    for sunflowers
    in beds
    of roses

    IV.
    Twice-punctured silver belle
    suspended in the cerulean
    her sea of tranquility
    disturbed by hymen penetration
    her darkness filmed and douched
    unable to recover her cherry nights
    fears yet longs for
    the next assault
    in sweet dread of periodic stress
    her bashful beams dreaming downward
    for a metallic man-thrust

    V.
    The poet chews the afternoon like his moustache
    he drones on about a new civilization
    his mystic beard points to the seed of time
    his tongue trips on the syllables of a sutra
    my girl she sleeps
    and slides on to my shoulder
    her breasts rise and fall
    where the words of the poet rebound
    her dark green shirt exudes the smell of sweat
    her golden hair the sinuous oily flesh of hair
    curves creeps and curls into my veins
    words wary sliders reveal their mystery
    my girl she stirs turns around
    her bellybutton shows a foetus face
    a snake tongue smacks her swollen lips
    the soft hairs on her upper lip
    now moist and alive
    a dog walks in and lies down at my feet
    he listens to the poet
    reading chanting enchanting
    like a dream called off in the middle
    the poet pauses poised for breath between the mantras
    the tangled thighs of minutes
    the dog gets up stretches himself walks away
    wagging his tail in total agreement
    soft nervous fingers touch me from the side
    they keep me from the poet
    a dog is dignified by his tail
    i wish i had one

    VI.
    Time to say farewell
    Pale faces
    after a nightlong wake
    do not need to kiss
    Before another nightfall
    sometime during the day
    we have to say farewell
    How shall we part then
    Write an autograph
    and put a period after it
    Take a long walk
    and sigh in the wind
    Recite a few verses
    and smile at the end
    Perhaps a last smutty story
    to leave a scratch on the memory
    Look how the spring sun
    Struggles with the rain!

    VII.
    It's as if i suddenly meet you on the way
    when i go for my usual walk in the evening
    the earth that begins at your feet
    seems to end at mine
    the air you breathe out
    enters into my lungs
    and the light that escapes from your eyes
    focuses on mine
    america
    i see your map
    like the palm of a hand stretched out on my lap
    mississippi traces your lifeline to the south
    while the great lakes draw circles
    along the st lawrence headline
    but where is your heartline
    on the mount of jupiter
    new england cocks its eyes at europe
    your venus is still in heat
    in the far south of florida
    and the mount of moon
    shimmers on the california beach
    but america
    where has vanished your heartline
    has some test explosion
    sucked it underground
    i remember river phalgun
    that goes dry in summer defying our prayers
    where once the buddha got enlightenment
    and learned to take the earth for a begging bowl
    but here the fission and the fusion
    your scientists envision
    offer your palmist nothing but confusion
    sailing back from mescalin to marijuana
    someone said
    there never was such a line
    in this ancient newborn land
    where we grow corn and PL 480
    and make cover tv sets in plenty
    till our chests are nearly empty
    and brains spout tons of TNT
    it's christmas again
    the shape of a heart neatly pinned to a cross
    that stands on a hill we have set up with skill

    (Translated by the author, with the help of J.O. Perry, Dakshinamoorthy, K. Satchidanandan, and Esther Y. Smith.)

     



     

 

 


 
 
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